I had an amazing dream last night. So you know, me and Nick are going out, but he's never actually taken me out. So I dreamed that he did. He picked me up from my mom's condo and we walked down the sidewalk. He held out his hand, I glimpsed down at it and his Heart line was the same as mine. I blushed and took it, and he said, "where do you want to go?"
I think that's the first time anyone's asked me that.
"Anywhere with you."
So we end up... Somewhere, I don't know nor care where. All I know is that Nick is sitting across the table from me, candles illuminating our faces, feet touching, hands held underneath the table. I love it when he smiles- everyone in the world seems to disappear and all that exists is him and me. So we talk. He eventually takes me home around twilight, stars gleaming in the purple sky. I look at him, never wanting this night, this happiness, this feeling go. He keeps his hands in mine, looking into my eyes.
"I love you." I say bluntly.
"I love you too. Never doubt that." He says, brushing my hair behind my ear. It's amazing-despite the crap I've done, the lies I've told, the hearts I've broken... He loves me. I find that... amazing in every sense of the word.
Then he takes one of his hands out of mine and puts it gently behind my head. He kisses me oh-so-softly. Everything I live for, everything I've wanted just came to me. He kissed me. 1st base, baby... And he pulled away all too fast.
"Goodnight." He said, smiling.
"Night." I said, spinning mentally.
Then I woke up.
Damn. I thought it had been reality.
DAMN YOU REALITY


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