News...

Okay. So my mom's getting married. We know that.
But we're moving. I've made up my mind- I'm staying with my mom and going to the new school. But I'll be at my dad's during weekends and breaks. I don't want to loose any of my friends, but I don't want to be stuck in Warrenton.
Sadly, I'm moving away from my boyfriend. I guess that quiz was wrong. How can I spend my life with him if we aren't together?We're moving after school let's out.
I'll miss you all :[.
Wait. I could stay with dad. I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!!!

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I know.

I know who I love. God, I AM an idiot. I've loved him forever. I will live him forever.
Nick, I choose you. I can't beleive I doubted that for a second! You're everything to me... Everything I miss, everything I treasure, everything I need. I can't stop thinking of you. I'm so happy I'm with you! There's no one I'd rather be with. You finally are mine- and I'm yours. I love you, forever and always. Now my name didn't bring pictures of only a blond, blue eyed artist- it brings the image of you next to me.
I know you aren't reading this.
I want the world to know how much you mean to me- I want to hear my voice resound off the world-
I love you.
I always loved you.
At least part of me will always love you.
I know you're on a plane- hell, so am I! And you probably aren't thinking of me at all. But I'm thinking of you and I miss you SO much! It sucks that I can't text you (frikin phone >:/)
I wish I could hold you, stay with you... Somehow I'll show you that you are my night sky.
I've always been right behind you in spirit... Now I'll always be right beside you.
After crying myself to sleep every night, I finally realized that you love me too.
You love me... Now, I love myself.
I never even thought I would say that.
Then again, I never thought there'd be... Well ...You.
Thank you for respecting me and, well, living with me. I know I'm hard to figure out- one moment I'll laugh, the next scream, the next cry.
Thank you for loving me. Thank you for being with me. Thank you for showing me how good happiness feels, and never lying. You showed me the side of me I didn't even know I had, and I... I'm shocked by how much you've helped me.
You don't even know.
I sit upon this plane tonight
Thoughts of you inside my mind
Love
Save me
From all I've become
I love you
And I always will...
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Every Rose has it's thorn

There is no actual point to this. All I'm describing is Rose and Seiko, two fictional charictars I write about.
Black hair falls in front of his dark brown, almost black eyes, set in slightly dark-toned skin. His nose twists upward, below it full lips and straight teeth. He has a long, elegant neck, small sholders, a skinny body (not lacking in muscles) powerful legs, and big feet. His eyes sparkle with remorse and pain. This is Seiko.

Blond ringlets fall around her pale, pale face. Her wide blue eyes glitter, luring in prey, her aquiline nose more sensitive than any other's, pretty pouty lips opening into a wide grin, showing off her teeth- straighter than a row of parked cars, and as white as untouched snow. As white as her skin. Also, her canine teeth were slightly elongated.
They are fangs.
She too has a long neck, small sholders, C cup, hourglass waist, slim but strong legs, and petite feet.
There is blood on her pale, small, long fingered hands. Blood as red as a rose... She is Rose.


Alyssa is African and has dark skin, beautiful dark curly hair, light brown eyes and a wide smile. Wide sholders, normal chest, skinny, big feet. Married to John, adopted mother of Rose, biological mother of Jimmy.


John has touseled mouse brown hair. His eyes are a clear blue and has a five o' clock shadow. He's musclar and has a perponderance of female admirers, but loves Alyssa like no other. Adopted father of Rose, biological father of Jimmy.



Yuki has dyed purple hair cut in a spiky bob, and is beautiful in her own spooky way. She was bitten by a vampire doctor to save her life. She too is a Daughter of the Night, meaning she is a member of a secret society of vampires. Rose is, too. Biological mother of Seiko.


Jimmy is a baby. He has mocha colored skin, "innocent" brown eyes, and Johns mousy hair.
At three months old he contracted a cold. It wasn't your everyday cold, either. It was the deadly virus that turned babies into vampires... And Jimmy turned into a vampire. Four months old and had silver fangs gleaming, and dripping scarlet with Alyssa's blood.



Setting: cupertino, California


Other interesting ch

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A lot about guys, the sadly needed lowest form of life (no offence to anyone exept...)

I hate being a blond haired, blue eyed cliché!!!!! Everyone loves the girl with big boobs, a pretty smile and a quick brain, but do they know the heart that lies underneath the B38? No. Not most of them, anyway. Yes I am the "standard" of beauty. Does that mean that EVERY guy I get close to falls head-over-heels in love with me? Apparently.
I need Nick's calming words of reassurence. I hate whining but I need him to act like we're going out. Why do I love him? Why do I have to be pacified by his very existance?
He seems to be the thing I've always wanted, but never had.
(blue eyed cliché)
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Florida! (day 4)

We went down to the Gulf today- it was awesome. But we were so sunburned! It was like pouring gasoline on a forest fire.
We go home tomorrow.

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Florida! Day 3

4/4/09
It's THAT time again. And I forgot to pack stuff for THAT. So that kind of sucks. We went to the flea market- I didn't get anything, being constantly broke- and then swam! I made sure I was in the water at all times.

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