What I've learned

So I was thinking last night, unable to sleep due to my irritatingly squeaky bed, and I've learned something.
I don't do "light relationships." I do relationships with someone who means something to me, someone I can love and be with and cherish and hold... And sometimes that dosn't work out. Sometimes that's for the better. But I realized one of my goals in life: to get married. I know that sounds a lot unlike me, but it's true. I daydream about it a lot, though I never see the groom. I want to get married, be a famous author, and have kids. So that's why I date people. Because I really like them, and I guess I'm not in 8th grade yet so I can't say the L word (although we all know I do) and that's why I'm so heartbroken over this. Oh, and happy birthday Nick. I miss you.