I know.

I know who I love. God, I AM an idiot. I've loved him forever. I will live him forever.
Nick, I choose you. I can't beleive I doubted that for a second! You're everything to me... Everything I miss, everything I treasure, everything I need. I can't stop thinking of you. I'm so happy I'm with you! There's no one I'd rather be with. You finally are mine- and I'm yours. I love you, forever and always. Now my name didn't bring pictures of only a blond, blue eyed artist- it brings the image of you next to me.
I know you aren't reading this.
I want the world to know how much you mean to me- I want to hear my voice resound off the world-
I love you.
I always loved you.
At least part of me will always love you.
I know you're on a plane- hell, so am I! And you probably aren't thinking of me at all. But I'm thinking of you and I miss you SO much! It sucks that I can't text you (frikin phone >:/)
I wish I could hold you, stay with you... Somehow I'll show you that you are my night sky.
I've always been right behind you in spirit... Now I'll always be right beside you.
After crying myself to sleep every night, I finally realized that you love me too.
You love me... Now, I love myself.
I never even thought I would say that.
Then again, I never thought there'd be... Well ...You.
Thank you for respecting me and, well, living with me. I know I'm hard to figure out- one moment I'll laugh, the next scream, the next cry.
Thank you for loving me. Thank you for being with me. Thank you for showing me how good happiness feels, and never lying. You showed me the side of me I didn't even know I had, and I... I'm shocked by how much you've helped me.
You don't even know.
I sit upon this plane tonight
Thoughts of you inside my mind
Love
Save me
From all I've become
I love you
And I always will...
-- Post From My iPhone