New Year!

Yay! Happy new year! Woo hoo! Here's my resolutions:

1. Stop being so silent and in the shadows. If I care enough to post routinely on a blog, I must care a little bit about letting people know my feelings.
2. Get a boyfriend. I don't want to sound desperate, but I don't want just any boy to be my boyfriend. I want someone sweet, caring, funny, a good listener but also empathetic and willing to talk because you know me, little miss Rachael who? and he has to be down-to-earth (unlike dreamy me) so a Cancer would be perfect for this Virgo. And he also has to know me well enough to know what not to say.
3. loose ten pounds. You might not think I need it, but I'm actually a good bit heavier than the slim, supposedly anorexic chick people think I am.
4. Prove to people I'm a lot more than the slim, supposedly anorexic blonde chick who always fails math and has fallen for her best friend and can't do anything but make guys fall in love with her.

I had this really weird dream last night. It was like a co-ed sleep-away summer camp where we rode dirt bikes and motorcycles and there were hardly any counselors. So I was there and there were four guys. One was Nick (shockingly, he's in a good bit of my dreams) and there was a pair of twins with dark hair, almond-shaped hazel eyes, and full lips. And the last guy in my dream was their older brother Cliff. I don't know where his name came from. So I immediately started unpacking when Nick walked by and slapped me a high-five. Then one of the twins walked by. He blushed as he looked at me, murmuring something. He took my hand and kissed it. Blinking at this unusual move, I looked into his eyes. Light danced with darkness, the moon and the sun as one. It was amazing. (When I woke I realized that they were Nick's eyes. God.) He kissed me tenderly on my lips. I blinked and he was gone. At this point I honestly didn't know there was twins. Cliff wanted nothing to do with me. so the other twin, with the same eyes, came and kissed me the same. I opened my eyes, still confused. Later, we were zip-lining. Somehow I still didn't see one of the twins. So we got to the end of the zip-line, and I was laughing with adrenaline-filled happiness. He took a lock of my hair and put it around my ear. His eyes were a labyrinth of lust and confusion. He kissed me again, more passionately. Then Nick came and his eyes were a heart-wrenching pain.

Then I woke.

So, how was your New Year?